Hello ! Here I am again, Renxkyoko Iglesias, thinking aloud.
Actually , my mind is blank, so I;ll just write down anything that comes to mind ………… nothing new of course, coz if you’ve been reading my posts, you know they are disorganized and kinda doped, lol. So kindly bear with me, and let’s see where this goes.
So, I just read a manga ( Japanese comics for those who don’t know yet ) without reading the forum first. ( that’s to know if it has a happy ending or a sad one, otherwise , I don’t read it). The genre was shojo/romance so I thought it was okay. Anyway, the story….. there’s this girl who has a boyfriend whom she knows is a player/playboy . She often sees him talking with a group of girls, and even more often with this one girl. ( At this point in the story, I wondered why she doesn’t confront him, instead of feeling and looking miserable the whole time ). So, it’s Feb. 14, and of course she has something to give to the guy, most probably homemade chocolates ( that’s what Japanese girls give to the guys they like ). There’s a scene there where the guy tells her to wait for him after school. And so, she waits and waits and waits, until she can’t wait anymore and she goes home. While walking to the train station, she sees the guy with that girl entering a love hotel. She is shocked, cries like she has lost her mind ( Oh, God, I would , too, maybe , even worse, I’d go jump off a tall buliding….. j/k ) , then decides to wait for him at the train station where they always meet to go home. Then she sees the guy ( it’s very late at night ) and yells, ” You cheated on me ! ! ” And the guy is like ” Whaaa? Who are you >” Then she hits him with a crowbar. She runs off. The guy is brought to the hospital, all bloodied, then the police come to ask questions, the guy tells them he doesn’t even know her but he’s sure she goes to the same school because of the uniform. The last scene is a narration…… this poor girl is so obsessed with the guy that in her mind, he is her boyfriend, and her supposed relationship with him, all those interactions and conversations she has had with the guy, are mere products of her imagination and hallucinations. And the police don’t need to look for her anymore…. she kills herself.
I swear I looked like that after reading the story. Oh God, I hate stories like this. Manga Fox should have changed the genre from shoujo/romance/school life to drama/psychological/TRAGEDY ! to warn us readers what we are about to read.
The main girl in that story is not a stalker. She’s very quiet, albeit lonely, and if not for that tragic deed, she’s really a nice girl. Speaking of stalkers… has anyone of you ever been stalked? Well, I haven’t, but I did get annoying text messages everyday from a classmate that really creeped me out. What was even creepier was that we have never spoken to each other despite the fact he was in my Physics study group last year. I did get “knowing ” glances from him all the time, and sometimes I would catch him staring at me. His texts started harmlessly enough. ” Hi ! How’s it going ? ” kind of thing. Then they turned creepy to disturbing.
” I’ll be wearing a pink tie and a spandex to this dance. How’s your day?”
” I just saw a sack of potatoes on the street. It reminded me of you.”
” I had a nightmare last night, and you were in it. I don’t know why/”
” Happy POINTLESS Day.”
” You looked nice in that green shirt today. For some reason, you reminded me of a lawnmower.”
” Would you like to study with me for 8 hours ?” <——– ( I think this was the most disturbing, )
I seriously believe he has the making of a psycho. My friends told me to confront him, but I decided to just ignore him, and I think that was a good decision because nothing happened. Besides, he didn’t frighten me. Ha ! I know karate !
Oh, by the way, do you know Sting’s ” Every Breath You Take” is a stalker’s song? For some reason, I cannot insert a video from YouTube. I love this song ! ! Oh, and also, my sister was stalked once and had to call the cops. The cops told my sister they couldn’t do anything about the stalker coz there “is no law againts staring”.
I wrote that I was gonna tell you what I got in my Bio and Chem tests…. uhm, B+ and B- , respectively. My Physics was A. I have to do something about my Chem…. reread , and restudy the chapters that I couldn’t understand. It’s like Arithmetic. We cannot proceed to Division without mastering Addition, Subtraction and multiplication first. Good thing I’m done with Math . I struggled too with Math , until I had some sort of an epiphany one fine day. And what was that, you ask. Well, it was when I finally understood the concept of EQUALITY. 1=1…… 1=1 +0…… 1 = 2 -1…. E= mc2……………… I got an A in Calculus because of that. It’s all about equality, folks. I guess I’m really boring you now, hahaha !
Do you pay attention to Top Searches, and what words and phrases found their way to your blogsite? Well, I had ” Keanu Reeves is a homo ” o-O and , f*ck your next door neighbor ! Waaahahah ! So, okay, I did write ” I ‘ll check out my next door neighbor”, but not F*CK him ! WTH !
I worked for 7 hours at BCBG today. Business was slow though. Good thing there wasa couple of customers, the mother and her daughter from LA who is in our city visiting. The mother bought stuff worth $ 1,200 for her daughter. I guess that was a treat . They saved me coz prior to that, I only sold $ 500 worth of stuff. Ooooh, the daughter said I sort of looked like Eva Langoria. I looked in the mirror right away…. uhm, I don’t think so. Maybe it was just my make up. Come to think of it, that was the second time someone said that. Nope, I don’t think so. Just the same, it ‘s nice to hear something flattering every now and then. ( After being likened to a sack of potatoes and a lawnmower, muahahah ! )
This is all for now. Good day to all ! Be nice, be good, and PEACE !
Am a Molecular Microbiology student, love to read books, and I play the violin. 
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